okay the weekend has come and i'm just worn out. lotte requires some well-deserved rest for finishing so much guides work and actually studying for the WORLD CENTRES TEST! haha, tell you honestly, i will feel darn sad if i don't pass this test! i stayed up till 11.30 on thursday to study, and if you know me well enough, CHARLOTTE MELODY WONG REQUIRES A LOT OF SLEEP AT NIGHT IF NOT SHE WILL BE CRANKY. yupp, there you have it. so normally i sleep around 10-10.30 esp. after quiet time! okayokay i know lots of you out there sleep later than me but you know everyone has their own needs, ESPECIALLY SINCE CHARLOTTE MELODY WONG HAS TO WAKE UP AT 5.00 AM EVERY SINGLE MORNING. okay, actually i cheat, i sleep wake up at 5.30; only cos i stall for time and then wash up really fast.
okay uring the week we changed seats for term 2! so now i'm sitting next to andrea, natloh and jiafeng! at nat and andrea's origninal spot. ahahaha. veryvery good. the view is great; if you know what i mean....
so during the week, a certain miss p. "kindly" told jiafeng and i that we were too noisy in class and we were disturbing andrea and nat. hahaha. like real. if anything, when we have our daily karaeokay sessions! they join us toooo. it's like destressing man, our unique and origninal studying and excelling method. HMPH. and she said: i know you all can do well in maths!
like hahaha. i almost died laughing. okay maybe i didn't laugh in front of her; but i did laugh in the huge big brain of mine! haha. okay my math=good. EXPLAIN MY E8s FOR BOTH E AND A MATH. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. JOKE OF THE CENTURY.
okay so we are preparing for midsummer night's dream coursework where we have to do voice play. haha then we were discussing on how to make our play more interesting; cos we were just saying the lines dramatically. then as we were seriously pondering, andrea started singing i'm a believer by smashmouth. hahaha then we looked at each other at the same time and the same thought crossed our minds. add hip and modern songs during parts of our play. like when demetrius wakes up and sees helena's face, he'll say: O HELENA,GODDESS, NYMPH, PERFECT, DIVINE! HAHA then we'll play the part of the song when it goes: THEN I SAW HER FACE; NOW I'M A BELIEVER! NOT A TRACE OF DOUBT IN MY MIND! I'M IN LOVE, OOOOHHHHHH, I'M A BELIEVER I COULDN'T LEAVE HER IF I TRIED! haha and many other lame songs like that:D we're geniuses!!!!!!!!! whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
okay am quite moody now. during guides, adeline talked to all the guides. i guess it was really required.... but i almost cried; felt really bad about not putting my all in tests that seniors set for us whenthey could be studying for their own tests..... and all that about not being a good leader; just my own reflections.
i'm quite sad that i'm just remebered as: THE TALL TALL FIERCE FIERCE ONE. i definately agree that i'm fierce, but for a reason? haha anyway many people say that when i fall people in, i have a very pissed off look on my face. i really didn't know... and now that i know, i just can't change can I? i mean, it's my face. when i'm serious, i look pissed... when i'm un-serious, i look goofy? haha anyway, i just don't want to be solely remembered as the fierce one. i want to be remembered as the one who was serious, but made a difference. do i make difference? am i an asset to sn guides? or am i just a ban jiao shi(excuse the chinese; really have no words left to say)
anyway, remembering the good times in guides when i was happy. haha, camp challenge, ndp06. i really seem like i'm harping on the old times, but it's when i truely enjoyed myself.<3 ndp, we really need another outing! on the blog it said first outing and many more to come! haha many more? we need many more. i need many more. hold on to the memories, it's all we'll have left.
ending on a high note, i shall post a really cute pic of when i was young: it's one of the few that i don't actually look spastic.
carl looks cute.